Remember When...

Remember the time when being a grown up was a bit harder than we thought, but nobody ever told us?  I do.  What a rip!  I am having a really hard time making some important decisions right now.  Par exemple...I'm still a wee bit torn about the big New York move.  I thought I was all decided and ready to go in September, but then something else came up and now I'm staying here for a few more months.  The thing is...it would be SO easy to go if I was miserable here, but I'm not.  I'm totally content.  I'm just 100% sure that something in my life needs to change.  I've reached insanity.  I'm pretty sure, anyway.  So the question is, change things up here or change my scenery entirely?  Honestly, the thought of being single here and in my 30's makes me want to throw up a little because it just looks like a big black pit.  However, I'm not convinced that it's entirely different anywhere else?

So...that all being said...I'm identifying with this song a lot right now.  Especially the line that says "But in the end, the only steps that matter are the ones you take all by yourself."