I'm really doing it. I'm taking a leap. I'm making the plunge. I'm jumping.
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Remember When...
Remember the time when being a grown up was a bit harder than we thought, but nobody ever told us? I do. What a rip! I am having a really hard time making some important decisions right now. Par exemple...I'm still a wee bit torn about the big New York move. I thought I was all decided and ready to go in September, but then something else came up and now I'm staying here for a few more months. The thing is...it would be SO easy to go if I was miserable here, but I'm not. I'm totally content. I'm just 100% sure that something in my life needs to change. I've reached insanity. I'm pretty sure, anyway. So the question is, change things up here or change my scenery entirely? Honestly, the thought of being single here and in my 30's makes me want to throw up a little because it just looks like a big black pit. However, I'm not convinced that it's entirely different anywhere else?
So...that all being said...I'm identifying with this song a lot right now. Especially the line that says "But in the end, the only steps that matter are the ones you take all by yourself."
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
30 for 30
Can you believe that 30 years ago this little bundle of joy entered the world and it's never been the same since? But seriously. So, today I'm 30 and it's kind of been all about me. I have the absolute greatest friends and family and my life is good...really good! (please catch the Nacho Libre reference) So, here's a little list of 30 things about me from the last 30 years
- I've lived with 28 (maybe 29) different girls, which is crazy because I don't have sisters.
- I've lived in 3 different countries, and 5 different cities
- I was the first one in my family to graduate from college
- I have 4 amazing brothers that I look up to so much and who are awesome examples for me
- When I was really young, I tried drinking a slurpee through my nose because Matt said he could. It didn't end well.
- I ran into a door when I was 5 and lost my big toenail. I still have the scar. Also Matt's fault.
- I've only had stitches once - when I jumped a fence in college after ultimate frisbee, cut my hand, and had to get a tetanus shot, which I actually think hurt worse than my hand did.
- I've traveled to 6 different countries and several cities, but I think Paris will always have my heart.
- I hope to someday visit every continent...maybe not Antarctica, unless I get to see something cool. Norwol maybe??
- I'm extremely uncoordinated when it comes to sports...so I run. I ran more than 600 miles last year.
- I love the beach, but am a little nervous in the ocean. I don't like the critters and the currents
- When I was little I always said I wanted to be a model or an actress when I grew up. ha!
- I love having painted nails, but I don't like to do it myself. I don't have the patience...just ask Megan H.
- I really believed my mom was in the army when we were little, because she would always say "let me show you a trick I learned in the army"
- I really wish my life was a musical
- I once drove all over Rexburg with "boy panties" taped to the back of my car bc my roommates put them there.
- I'm a wee bit obsessed with Harry Potter, which is ironic because I told Michael when the books were first coming out that I would never read them. HA! As if.
- I love the smell of books and will have a big, beautiful library in my dream home someday
- I wish I could actually dance because I love it so much
- I found who I was when I was 19 living in Paris, but I love how the older you get the more comfortable you become in your skin.
- New York City is my second heart. I love everything about that city and I love who I am there. (I'll dedicate a whole post to this later)
- I like the smell of skunks. It reminds me of home :) I'm not going to bottle it up in a perfume or anything though. Don't worry.
- I try to hide it and be tough, but I get teary-eyed over a lot of things. Don't tell anyone, but I'm a real girl inside with feelings and everything.
- I love art and painting, but I wish I was better at it. Practice, practice!
- I love food. It makes me soooo happy!
- I like cars, and have been surrounded by them my whole life...but I know virtually nothing about them.
- I still have a hard time knowing my right from my left when I give directions (or any time, really). It just takes a minute!
- I'm afraid of man-made heights, BUT I've bungee jumped, even though I never thought I wanted to AND, I've always wanted to sky dive, but never have.
- If I could be or do anything, I would be a famous Interior Designer who traveled the world! OR I would have a family and be a mom, and settle for doing interior design like a normal person. Potato potato.
- My life is absolutely nothing like I thought it would be when I turned 30, but I love every bit of it!
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
10...Err...5 on Tuesday
First of all - stalkers...keep stalking. I looove the encouragement! And Lindsay - thanks for calling me out on being a wuss bc Jillian is "easy" and Insanity is...well...insane! haha...jk. I may get bored and work myself up to that though. We shall see.
1. I decided to shelf the marathon for now. My joints are rebelling and I'm not sure I'm ready for that yet. If I could find a good one in like January or February, I might consider it. I just cannot train through the summers here. It's too brutal!
2. I have set my alarm a few times this week and tried to do the morning workout, but to no avail. The only time I actually dragged myself out of bed at 6:30 on a Saturday morning was to do the Race for the Cure on Saturday with my friend and her family, for her mom. It was awesome! I was jazzed that morning too - singing and dancing in the car and everything! Whatever got into me, I wish it would come more often!
3. Speaking of Saturday - I had the greatest day! Started it off with the Race for the Cure, then headed to the Lake for a few hours and it was gorgeous! I got just enough sun to take the glare off my alabaster skin, AND I sported a new retro one piece (first one I've owned since I was like 5!) with my floppy hat and big sunglasses. I loved it! I love Lake. Then, my friend, Janeen, and I headed to the ballet at the new Smith Performing Arts Center here and it was incredible! I swoon. I often daydream about being a dancer, and sometimes practice standing with my toes turned out, ready for a plie. Someday I will have little girls and force them to be dancers. What?? Needless to say, I was in heaven.
4. Apparently I leave for New York on Saturday. It kind of snuck up on me and I haven't really had a chance to get excited, until yesterday. Michael sent me a link for a new fashion expo at the MET and it got me pumped to get out there! I can't wait!
5. Wanna know my latest go-to jams? Some are old, some are new.
1. I decided to shelf the marathon for now. My joints are rebelling and I'm not sure I'm ready for that yet. If I could find a good one in like January or February, I might consider it. I just cannot train through the summers here. It's too brutal!
2. I have set my alarm a few times this week and tried to do the morning workout, but to no avail. The only time I actually dragged myself out of bed at 6:30 on a Saturday morning was to do the Race for the Cure on Saturday with my friend and her family, for her mom. It was awesome! I was jazzed that morning too - singing and dancing in the car and everything! Whatever got into me, I wish it would come more often!
3. Speaking of Saturday - I had the greatest day! Started it off with the Race for the Cure, then headed to the Lake for a few hours and it was gorgeous! I got just enough sun to take the glare off my alabaster skin, AND I sported a new retro one piece (first one I've owned since I was like 5!) with my floppy hat and big sunglasses. I loved it! I love Lake. Then, my friend, Janeen, and I headed to the ballet at the new Smith Performing Arts Center here and it was incredible! I swoon. I often daydream about being a dancer, and sometimes practice standing with my toes turned out, ready for a plie. Someday I will have little girls and force them to be dancers. What?? Needless to say, I was in heaven.
4. Apparently I leave for New York on Saturday. It kind of snuck up on me and I haven't really had a chance to get excited, until yesterday. Michael sent me a link for a new fashion expo at the MET and it got me pumped to get out there! I can't wait!
5. Wanna know my latest go-to jams? Some are old, some are new.
- Young Folks by Peter Bjorn and John
- We are Young by FUN
- Call me Maybe by Carly Rae Jepsen
- Cmon Talk by Jarle Bernhoft
- The Motto by Drake
- Lonely Boy by The Black Keys
- Somebody That I Used to Know by Gotye
- Barton Hollow by The Civil Wars
- Stronger by Kelly Clarkson
- Songbird (Glee version - even though I quit watching the show after season 1)
- I Dreamed a Dream (Glee version)
- Wild Ones by Flo Rida and Sia
- Boyfriend by Justin Bieber
- Kingdom Come by The Civil Wars
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
10 on Tuesday
I haven't done one of these in a minute!
1. I am currently obsessed with/distracted by the moon.
2. I'm seriously considering a marathon this year. More specifically...the St George marathon. It's a lottery, so I may not even get picked, and if I did I'd have to train through the summer here, which is completely insane/grotesque. Would it be worth it? Hmmmm....
3. I have completed 5 weeks of the Jillian Michaels "experiment" of sorts I started and have noticed huge differences in my body. I feel way stronger and way more energetic. I'm eating healthier foods and absolutely loving how I feel! I've lost 4 lbs so far, 3 inches off my waist, and 1.5 inches off my hips. I still have more to go, but I'm off to a good start! I love/hate Jillian Michaels, but the "B" works!
4. I've decided I'm intrigued by/drawn to the nerdy types lately. Don't ask me why
5. I absolutely love my brothers and had a super fun time with the family in Midway this past weekend for Michael and Laci's graduations. Seriously, how did I get so lucky to get 4??
6. My uncle gave a really great talk in church a week ago and it's impacted me in a really thought-provoking way. Just a little self-eval going on! nbd. He basically asked if you were being put on trial as being a Mormon, would there be enough evidence, outside of your 3 hour Sunday block, to convict you as such? Really great talk!
7. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life, where I'm going, or why I am where I am right now. BUT...I know that there's always a reason for it and even if I can't see it now, I will someday and I'll understand why everything goes down the way it does. All the waiting will be worth it, and at least I always get to be happy! I've decided to not stress about making plans, and just to make good choices as they come. I know I can do whatever I set my mind to.
8. Joni had her beautiful little Lyla Adele this weekend, and I finally got to see her tonight. She is a dream! I'm so happy for Joni and her little family!
9. Kids are a lot more insightful than I give them credit for. They remember a lot too!
10. How does one become a morning worker-outer? There was once a time when I saw the inside of a gym at 5:30am, but that was eons ago! I have such a hard time getting out of bed and being a morning person, but it really is so much better time-wise to work out in the mornings.
1. I am currently obsessed with/distracted by the moon.
2. I'm seriously considering a marathon this year. More specifically...the St George marathon. It's a lottery, so I may not even get picked, and if I did I'd have to train through the summer here, which is completely insane/grotesque. Would it be worth it? Hmmmm....
3. I have completed 5 weeks of the Jillian Michaels "experiment" of sorts I started and have noticed huge differences in my body. I feel way stronger and way more energetic. I'm eating healthier foods and absolutely loving how I feel! I've lost 4 lbs so far, 3 inches off my waist, and 1.5 inches off my hips. I still have more to go, but I'm off to a good start! I love/hate Jillian Michaels, but the "B" works!
4. I've decided I'm intrigued by/drawn to the nerdy types lately. Don't ask me why
5. I absolutely love my brothers and had a super fun time with the family in Midway this past weekend for Michael and Laci's graduations. Seriously, how did I get so lucky to get 4??
6. My uncle gave a really great talk in church a week ago and it's impacted me in a really thought-provoking way. Just a little self-eval going on! nbd. He basically asked if you were being put on trial as being a Mormon, would there be enough evidence, outside of your 3 hour Sunday block, to convict you as such? Really great talk!
7. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life, where I'm going, or why I am where I am right now. BUT...I know that there's always a reason for it and even if I can't see it now, I will someday and I'll understand why everything goes down the way it does. All the waiting will be worth it, and at least I always get to be happy! I've decided to not stress about making plans, and just to make good choices as they come. I know I can do whatever I set my mind to.
8. Joni had her beautiful little Lyla Adele this weekend, and I finally got to see her tonight. She is a dream! I'm so happy for Joni and her little family!
9. Kids are a lot more insightful than I give them credit for. They remember a lot too!
10. How does one become a morning worker-outer? There was once a time when I saw the inside of a gym at 5:30am, but that was eons ago! I have such a hard time getting out of bed and being a morning person, but it really is so much better time-wise to work out in the mornings.
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Updaterrific
Ok, I figured you might want a little update on how this Jillian Michaels' stuff is going so far and this is kind of my theme song right now. Let's just pretend that it's not talking about relationships and just focus on the "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger" part. First of all...who doesn't love Kelly? Second of all...if these work outs don't kill me, I'll definitely be stronger!
Third...I'm kind of loving this Jillian Michaels stuff right now. I'm almost finished my 3rd week, which is my first week of Level 2. I love/hate level 2. I find myself yelling, pulling faces, and wanting to cry because it burns so badly at times. That, of course, means I love it. I was loving level 1, but definitely feeling ready to start level 2 when I did...even if I was a little nervous about it. I've been kind of, but not totally, following the free meal plan that was set up for me on the website, and it's been pretty good. I'm learning a lot.
I kind of thought that I knew what was healthy and what wasn't, but honestly...I had no idea what to eat, so I'm loving the meal plans, and I'm loving being able to budget my calories. I don't follow the meals to the T, and I've probably only made a few of her dinners, but they all look delish! I'm keeping to the calorie budget though. I eat most of the breakfasts and lunches, because they're quick, easy, and super yummy. I'm mostly learning that fresh fruits and veggies are actually really good, and you can eat a lot more of them for less calories. Who knew?? I did have a rough couple of days during my "girly time" (too much information??) because I really just wanted to eat junk! And then when I finally gave in and did eat a little junk, I felt super guilty. Oy!
I'm learning that it's ok to have a treats here and there. I'm seriously just learning a lot about making healthy choices, and that's really what I wanted. I feel like I maybe should have known these things before 30? Good thing I still have a few more months until then! I love that Jillian describes losing weight as math, not "magic". If you consume more than you burn, you will gain. If you consume less than you burn, you will lose. If you consume as much as you burn, you will maintain. I love that it's not dieting, because I don't believe in that. My goal is mostly to lose inches and tone up. I love that I'm already noticing little differences in my body, and I'm excited to see what happens in the next few weeks. I love that I'm noticing a difference in how I feel. Drinking more water, and eating more fresh foods really makes a difference! I'm nearly halfway done my little experiment, of sorts, and I'll tell you right now...I'm definitely not going to stop.
A Lot to Take In
Woops! Just found this post from January that I started and never posted. Please enjoy whilst I finish typing another one :)
I've actually been meaning to do this post for a while, but now I think it's going to be a combo with another one I've been thinking about.
I love my brothers! I am the luckiest girl in the world to have gotten FOUR brothers to look up to. I mean, technically I'm older than 3 of them, but I still look up to all of them. Not just because they're all taller than me either. Yes, even Mark is taller ;) But seriously, my brothers are the greatest examples to me. They're not afraid to work hard and go for their dreams. They're all very talented in their own ways. They're patient, compassionate; they have strong testimonies, and they're all great priesthood holders. I could go on...but I'll just say that I have been super blessed!
Next: We had Stake Conference this weekend and it was amazing. I loved every second of it! It kind of reiterated a lot of things I've been trying to work on lately. No, these are not New Year's Resolutions, just things I've been working on for a while and still need to be better at. So...I decided that rather than keeping them to myself, maybe I'll put them out here so that y'all can keep me accountable for them too!
1. Work on saying my morning prayers - I've never been great at that. I rarely miss evenings, but I always struggle in the morning.
2. Not to be so critical of others. I need to look for the good in others first. If I catch myself being critical, I'm going to find something good about that person instead.
3. Get back to the temple weekly, as I used to.
4. Be more active in the YSA/Mid-Singles activities
5. Get back into a regular running/work out routine.
6. Get back on track in my eating habits. Less sugar/soda/junk and more of the good stuff!
7. Start my family history.
Ok, I think that's all for now. Whew!
I've actually been meaning to do this post for a while, but now I think it's going to be a combo with another one I've been thinking about.
I love my brothers! I am the luckiest girl in the world to have gotten FOUR brothers to look up to. I mean, technically I'm older than 3 of them, but I still look up to all of them. Not just because they're all taller than me either. Yes, even Mark is taller ;) But seriously, my brothers are the greatest examples to me. They're not afraid to work hard and go for their dreams. They're all very talented in their own ways. They're patient, compassionate; they have strong testimonies, and they're all great priesthood holders. I could go on...but I'll just say that I have been super blessed!
Next: We had Stake Conference this weekend and it was amazing. I loved every second of it! It kind of reiterated a lot of things I've been trying to work on lately. No, these are not New Year's Resolutions, just things I've been working on for a while and still need to be better at. So...I decided that rather than keeping them to myself, maybe I'll put them out here so that y'all can keep me accountable for them too!
1. Work on saying my morning prayers - I've never been great at that. I rarely miss evenings, but I always struggle in the morning.
2. Not to be so critical of others. I need to look for the good in others first. If I catch myself being critical, I'm going to find something good about that person instead.
3. Get back to the temple weekly, as I used to.
4. Be more active in the YSA/Mid-Singles activities
5. Get back into a regular running/work out routine.
6. Get back on track in my eating habits. Less sugar/soda/junk and more of the good stuff!
7. Start my family history.
Ok, I think that's all for now. Whew!
Monday, March 19, 2012
Self Incrimination
Anyway, I hear this whole being "in shape" thing might have something to do with what I eat, but we'll get there. Inevitably the more you work out, the less junk you want to eat. I haven't decided if I want to commit to her meal plan that comes with the DVD, because I'm kind of anti-dieting, but the truth is...most of the time I have no idea what to eat. So...I might take a peek at it and decide if it's right for me.
Ok, so my plan is to do Level 1, five days a week for 2 weeks, then Level 2 for 2 weeks, and then the full hour with both workouts for the last 2 weeks. I know...I'm going to die. But I need some motivation right now. Don't worry, I'll still be running when I can, especially on Saturdays, and not just because I got new shoes and am super stoked to break them in! Mostly it's because I love running too, so that won't be going away any time soon.
Why am I posting this, you ask? Because now I'm accountable. Also...I took "Before" pictures and thought of posting them...until I saw them. Now, nobody but me (and my poor mother, who had to take them) will get to see them. If the results are awesome, I may get crazy and post them...but you'll really have to prove that you're good friends...bc they aren't pretty.
Friday, March 16, 2012
Sigh...I Heart this Song
I know you've all heard me rave before about how much I love this group, expecially after I saw them live last year. But seriously, how can you not love them? Magical every time. Maybe this is my theme song right now, maybe.
Sunday, February 26, 2012
10 or 16 on...Sunday
I was tired of looking at the same post and I need to get back on this blogging train before it derails! Lucky for you! This is my life right now...
1. I finished my dresser and I am in love with it! In.love.
2. The first step to recovery is accepting you have a problem. My name is Melissa and I am a hopeless dater. I know, a little dramatic, right? Not really. I just realized today (because I went to my Uncle's ward and saw an attractive man that my uncle keeps mentioning he wants to set me up with). I totally approve and would love to go out with this guy sometime. So, my aunt and uncle point him out and tell me I should introduce myself sometime. Uh...yeah. Don't you think I'd be less single if I was actually capable of losing my insecurities in front of attractive men and introducing myself?
3. I booked a trip to go out to New York by myself in May and see if it's a good fit. I hope New York is the best decision I make...
4. My friend turned 30 on Thursday and so we were discussing our twenties with the few of us who were there at dinner and how fun they were/are. I will still thoroughly be enjoying mine for the next 4 months, thank you! I was thinking at my desk at work the next day though...I think your 20's are about coming into your own, and your 30's are about learning to stand on your own. At least for me. I'm excited about that!
5. I've been watching the OC from the first season this past week and I've decided that I would like to have my own Seth Cohen. A little nerdy, a little sarcastic, and totally handsome.
6. My biggest goal in life is that I NEVER want to be a bitter person. I don't ever want to be known as the bitter girl, or the bitter old lady. I don't want to bring others down. I really try to live my life as the happy, optimistic person. Clearly, we all have our days, but as a whole I always want to be the happy person.
7. I think my little running hiatus needs to come to an end. Even though I'm not currently training for anything, I'm going to get back into a regular running/exercise routine. I'm feeling the effects of not having one and I'm pretty sure it's time to get back on that pony!
8. I'm having a hard time feeling like I fit into any singles ward right now, but I'm definitely not ready for the family ward. Ever since I sort of tried to move my records last month to another ward, I'm feeling like a bit of an outcast. It's so weird though, because I love the spirit I feel in my ward.
9. I went scorpion hunting with black lights and swords for the first time last weekend and it was so cool! How have I never walked around with a black flashlight in an empty house before? Did you know that scorpions glow a really bright neon yellow under black lights? That's pretty neat.
10. I found a few gray hairs when I was in Colorado a couple of weekends ago and a few more since then (I'm sure they're just the same ones). I guess I can't live in denial anymore...
11. Speaking of Colorado...I had a blast! I went out to visit my best friend from High School and her cute little family. It was a little bit freezing, and it snowed the first night I was there, but we took her girls swimming, had a girls' date night with just me and Robyn, and got both little girls' ears pierced while I was there. They look so cute!! Taylor freaked out a little and got mad, as we expected...and London cried for about 0.5 seconds and then was fine. Such pretty ladies!
12. I went and got massages with my friend yesterday and had a little spa day and it was glorious! Those definitely need to happen more than once or twice a year.
13. Of all the sports a girl should be interested in, why is UFC the only one I ever have been??
14. It's been in the 70's all week/weekend and I'm getting a little excited for spring to come and for my alabaster skin to get maybe a tinge less alabaster.
15. I paid off my car this month! It feels so great. The best part, too, is that I am scheduled to be debt free by the end of the year. Yippee!! Thanks, Mom and Dad, for letting me live at your casa and get ahead of my life for a minute!
16. Do you guys back up your pictures? I mean, I have all of mine on an external hard drive, but what if that crashes someday?? I've only printed mine up through 2007. What do you guys do? Michael made fun of me when I said I had "photo albums" the other day.
1. I finished my dresser and I am in love with it! In.love.
Before
After
2. The first step to recovery is accepting you have a problem. My name is Melissa and I am a hopeless dater. I know, a little dramatic, right? Not really. I just realized today (because I went to my Uncle's ward and saw an attractive man that my uncle keeps mentioning he wants to set me up with). I totally approve and would love to go out with this guy sometime. So, my aunt and uncle point him out and tell me I should introduce myself sometime. Uh...yeah. Don't you think I'd be less single if I was actually capable of losing my insecurities in front of attractive men and introducing myself?
3. I booked a trip to go out to New York by myself in May and see if it's a good fit. I hope New York is the best decision I make...
A little 10k at Lake Mead in January
5. I've been watching the OC from the first season this past week and I've decided that I would like to have my own Seth Cohen. A little nerdy, a little sarcastic, and totally handsome.
6. My biggest goal in life is that I NEVER want to be a bitter person. I don't ever want to be known as the bitter girl, or the bitter old lady. I don't want to bring others down. I really try to live my life as the happy, optimistic person. Clearly, we all have our days, but as a whole I always want to be the happy person.
My little Jonas-face nephew turned 5. Holy catfish!
8. I'm having a hard time feeling like I fit into any singles ward right now, but I'm definitely not ready for the family ward. Ever since I sort of tried to move my records last month to another ward, I'm feeling like a bit of an outcast. It's so weird though, because I love the spirit I feel in my ward.
9. I went scorpion hunting with black lights and swords for the first time last weekend and it was so cool! How have I never walked around with a black flashlight in an empty house before? Did you know that scorpions glow a really bright neon yellow under black lights? That's pretty neat.
My friend, David, came out for a little visit and we had a blasty blast!
11. Speaking of Colorado...I had a blast! I went out to visit my best friend from High School and her cute little family. It was a little bit freezing, and it snowed the first night I was there, but we took her girls swimming, had a girls' date night with just me and Robyn, and got both little girls' ears pierced while I was there. They look so cute!! Taylor freaked out a little and got mad, as we expected...and London cried for about 0.5 seconds and then was fine. Such pretty ladies!
12. I went and got massages with my friend yesterday and had a little spa day and it was glorious! Those definitely need to happen more than once or twice a year.
13. Of all the sports a girl should be interested in, why is UFC the only one I ever have been??
I actually finished and mailed a quilt out to a friend nearly a month BEFORE her baby was due. And she just had him last weekend too. Cute little guy.
15. I paid off my car this month! It feels so great. The best part, too, is that I am scheduled to be debt free by the end of the year. Yippee!! Thanks, Mom and Dad, for letting me live at your casa and get ahead of my life for a minute!
16. Do you guys back up your pictures? I mean, I have all of mine on an external hard drive, but what if that crashes someday?? I've only printed mine up through 2007. What do you guys do? Michael made fun of me when I said I had "photo albums" the other day.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Lovey Lovey Smoochy Mushy!
I've been in an uber grateful mood lately and have realized all the crazy bazillion things that I've been blessed with. Clearly, at the top of my list are my family and friends. But truly...I have the most amazing friends and family and couldn't imagine my life without a single one of them.
So Happy Valentine's Day to all my lovers out there!
Random sidenote: that last post was my 300th. Crazy! Who knew?
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
What's a Girl to Do?
Being a girl is hard! Maybe not all the time, because it's a lot of fun too, but the decion-making part of being an adult in general is hard! I'm turning 30 this year, which isn't really a huge deal. People do it all the time. I'm just having a bit of an early-mid-life crisis. I sincerely don't know what to do with my life. I truthfully never thought I would be 30 and still single. Thus, I thought my life would have been figured out by now.
I know I'm probably stereotyping, but I feel like 30 isn't really a big deal for those of you who are married and have families. It seems like you already know where your life is going and that you have a sense of purpose. You may certainly correct me if I'm wrong!
Anyway, so this year has already got me thinking about my future. If I'm going to be 30 and single, then I should probably think about getting an actual career to support myself and possibly doing something I love. I've been interested in Interior Design since High School and have just never taken the plunge and risked not being good at it to see if I actually am. So, I'm asking all of you non-commenters out there who read the blog (because I know you do!) to comment this time. I am sincerely seeking advice from all of you out there. I'm torn between a few things:
Plan A
Move to NYC when Michael moves out there this Fall, work for a year, then start going to FIT doing their Interior Design program. I'd work for a year to get instate tuition, because the difference is huge!
Plan Aa
Move to NYC just for a new adventure, new scenery, because I have no ties and it would be a fun experience...and because I can.
Plan B
Stay in Las Vegas, go to UNLV doing their Interior Design program (which could take up to 4 years), then intern out in NYC, graduate, and then move out to NYC to work.
Plan Bb
Accept my life as it is here (because it's really not terrible and I am very content/comfortable), continue doing AR and my floral design side business, move into my own place, and make the best out of the social scene here.
Sidenote: I could also throw in finishing my degree in Psychology and becoming a Child Life Specialist, working with terminally ill children in a children's hospital. But secretly always be wondering about Interior Design.
Ok, so that's the sitch. Please help me figure out my life!
I know I'm probably stereotyping, but I feel like 30 isn't really a big deal for those of you who are married and have families. It seems like you already know where your life is going and that you have a sense of purpose. You may certainly correct me if I'm wrong!
Anyway, so this year has already got me thinking about my future. If I'm going to be 30 and single, then I should probably think about getting an actual career to support myself and possibly doing something I love. I've been interested in Interior Design since High School and have just never taken the plunge and risked not being good at it to see if I actually am. So, I'm asking all of you non-commenters out there who read the blog (because I know you do!) to comment this time. I am sincerely seeking advice from all of you out there. I'm torn between a few things:
Plan A
Move to NYC when Michael moves out there this Fall, work for a year, then start going to FIT doing their Interior Design program. I'd work for a year to get instate tuition, because the difference is huge!
Plan Aa
Move to NYC just for a new adventure, new scenery, because I have no ties and it would be a fun experience...and because I can.
Plan B
Stay in Las Vegas, go to UNLV doing their Interior Design program (which could take up to 4 years), then intern out in NYC, graduate, and then move out to NYC to work.
Plan Bb
Accept my life as it is here (because it's really not terrible and I am very content/comfortable), continue doing AR and my floral design side business, move into my own place, and make the best out of the social scene here.
Sidenote: I could also throw in finishing my degree in Psychology and becoming a Child Life Specialist, working with terminally ill children in a children's hospital. But secretly always be wondering about Interior Design.
Ok, so that's the sitch. Please help me figure out my life!
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Cliffs Notes for 2011
Here we go. Another year has come and gone. I guess I must have turned into an adult at some point without my knowledge, because when you're young time goes by sooooo ssssllloooowwwwllllyyyyy, but this year went by with lightning speed! Jeepers Mr! So, in true tradition let's revisit this post and do it up again 2011 style.
Looking back, I've realized that 2011 was a roller coaster of a year emotionally and spiritually. Those things are ok though. Sometimes you need a bit of a rougher year in some areas to make the good ones even better. I mean, don't get me wrong, it was a great year and so many fun and amazing things happened, I just struggled to keep my spirituality up where it's been in the past and I feel like I had a lot of tough personal decisions to make. Anywho...let's see how great this year really was!
1. What did you do in 2011 that you've never done before?
Swam with sharks (at the Golden Nugget pool) and vacationed by myself in Huntington Beach for the 4th of July weekend (I kind of decided on a whim that if I was going to be alone for it, I wanted to be alone in a great place! I hung out with my little brother a bit, and my friend, Josh, and his friends a bit. Oh, and I peed in a gutter in Huntington Beach. I had NO CHOICE! You'll have to ask me if you want more details on that. There's a first time for everything...) And I learned (sort of) how to play the guitar this year - just one song, actually.
2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more next year?
As I've said before, I don't really make resolutions, but I do make a yearly theme goal thing. Last year's was for change (I think). This year it's pretty much the same, I definitely need change in my life. If I keep doing what I'm doing, I'm going to keep getting what I'm getting and I think that's the definition of insanity when you do the same things and expect different results. In addition to this, I'm adding following my heart/dreams/just going for things and not being afraid.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
A better question would be, did anyone close to me not give birth? Sheesh! It felt like all of my friends gave birth this year. My sister in law, Renee, had my oh -so-sweet-and-cute-and-everything-great little nephew, August. My cousin's wife had their little Daymon just a couple weeks before August came. My Robyn friend had her sweet little London a bit earlier than expected. Becky had her little meatball, Julia. Liz had a rolly polly little Oliver. Lindsay had sweet little Sage, and Jacklyn had her tough guy, Simon. There might be more...so if I've forgotten you, it's not because you're not close to me and I don't love you...it's because my brain can't remember all of those babies!
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No, thank heavens. I have counted my blessings in that department this past year.
5. What places have you visited?
Hmm...I went to the Seattle area, Portland, all over Southern California a few times, San Diego, San Francisco and all over Napa Valley, all over Southern Utah, Mesa Arizona (mostly Scottsdale to Tempe), Denver area a couple of times, and Canada. Mostly just running all over the place, and visiting friends and family. Oh! And of course New York City! I have been dying to go there for years and I finally went there this year and it was unbelievable.
6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011?
Love ;) and more compassion
7. What dates from 2011 will remain etched in your memory and why?
June 8-13th because I finally went to New York and had an incredible time. May 3rd because one of my best friends, Megan, married her amazing husband and it was the sweetest, most special day for everyone close to them. I could also note April 15-16th, because that was the first Ragnar relay race I did and I loved it bc it was with my best friends and we had the greatest time ever full of super fun memories that I will always cherish. (cheesefest, Meliss!)
8. What was your biggest achievement of this year?
Back to back 180-190 mile relay races. I did them on back to back weekends and survived! It was a little tough, but a BLAST! I actually finished a few quilts and some projects I've had on my list for a while too. Oh, and let's just note that there were 3 Relay races, 2 more Half Marathons, and a couple of 5k's total this year. Not a bad year!
9. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nope. I count my blessings for that too. With all of the running I do, I have been extremely blessed not to have been injured.
10. What was the best thing you bought?
My Garmin watch, or my little nano ipod (part II, since I lost the first one during Ragnar SoCal...single tear. He took his little nap sack and headed out into the great beyond in Carlsbad somewhere) who are my best little buddies. I also loooove my beautiful wool plum peacoat, and my new West Elm bedding. I redecorated my room a bit and I'll post pics as soon as I get new hardware for the dresser I refinished, and make a couple of new throw pillows.
11. Where did most of your money go?
That's an easy one - Running races. Hands down. Holy moly. I don't even dare add up everything I spent on gear, nutrition, travel, and race fees. Totally worth it though, no matter what the cost.
12. What song will always remind you of 2011?
A few actually...if I may. Empire State of Mind because of an amazing performance done in Ellen's Stardust Diner in NYC, I've Got This Friend by the Civil Wars because I'm obsessed with them and finally saw them live (magical)! Plus, I love that song and learned how to play it on the guitar this year. AND...Mumford and Sons, The Cave. Also, because I'm obsessed and I run to them all the time.
13. What do you wish you would have done more of?
Service
14. What do you wish you would have done less of?
Worried about myself
15. What was your favorite TV program?
Oh gosh, you know me and my trashy tv addiction. But, I can't miss an episode of Modern Family or Happy Endings. And I'm currently addicted to PanAm, which is a new series set in the 1960's. So good!
16. What was the best book you read this year?
I read so many! I absolutely loved The Book Thief by Markus Zusak though. I recommend this book to everyone I talk to.
17. What was your favorite film of the year?
Naturally, Harry Potter 7 was hands down the best. Also, I'm a bit of a sinner...but Bridesmaids tops my charts too. I haven't laughed that much in a minute! Looking at the last couple of yearly posts, I guess I don't stray much in my movie favorites from HP and something that makes me laugh.
18. What did you do on your birthday and how old were you?
I turned the big 2-9 in the Big Apple. Best. Birthday. Ever! I don't know how I'm going to top that whole week. My actual birthday included seeing a couple of apostles speak, going to the Alexander McQueen exhibit at the MET, eating ridiculously delicious cookies from Levain bakery, a walk in Central Park, a row on the lake in Central park, eating yummy chinese food, and killing a huge cupcake from Crumbs all by myself. I can't lie...I do my birthdays up right! And don't worry...I have some pretty good plans for 30 this year.
19. What political issue stirred you the most?
I really should just take this question out of the lot because it doesn't pertain to me. At all. I don't pay attention to politics. It's just not my thing.
20. Who was the best new person you met?
August was the best new person I met :) I just love him and my other little nephews so much!
Ok - cheesy sidenote...answering these questions and looking back has been making me more thankful than ever for my amazing friends and family. I have managed to surround myself with the best people, full of love, sincerity, and everything a girl could ask for. I am the luckiest!
Looking back, I've realized that 2011 was a roller coaster of a year emotionally and spiritually. Those things are ok though. Sometimes you need a bit of a rougher year in some areas to make the good ones even better. I mean, don't get me wrong, it was a great year and so many fun and amazing things happened, I just struggled to keep my spirituality up where it's been in the past and I feel like I had a lot of tough personal decisions to make. Anywho...let's see how great this year really was!
1. What did you do in 2011 that you've never done before?
Swam with sharks (at the Golden Nugget pool) and vacationed by myself in Huntington Beach for the 4th of July weekend (I kind of decided on a whim that if I was going to be alone for it, I wanted to be alone in a great place! I hung out with my little brother a bit, and my friend, Josh, and his friends a bit. Oh, and I peed in a gutter in Huntington Beach. I had NO CHOICE! You'll have to ask me if you want more details on that. There's a first time for everything...) And I learned (sort of) how to play the guitar this year - just one song, actually.
2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more next year?
As I've said before, I don't really make resolutions, but I do make a yearly theme goal thing. Last year's was for change (I think). This year it's pretty much the same, I definitely need change in my life. If I keep doing what I'm doing, I'm going to keep getting what I'm getting and I think that's the definition of insanity when you do the same things and expect different results. In addition to this, I'm adding following my heart/dreams/just going for things and not being afraid.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
A better question would be, did anyone close to me not give birth? Sheesh! It felt like all of my friends gave birth this year. My sister in law, Renee, had my oh -so-sweet-and-cute-and-everything-great little nephew, August. My cousin's wife had their little Daymon just a couple weeks before August came. My Robyn friend had her sweet little London a bit earlier than expected. Becky had her little meatball, Julia. Liz had a rolly polly little Oliver. Lindsay had sweet little Sage, and Jacklyn had her tough guy, Simon. There might be more...so if I've forgotten you, it's not because you're not close to me and I don't love you...it's because my brain can't remember all of those babies!
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No, thank heavens. I have counted my blessings in that department this past year.
5. What places have you visited?
Hmm...I went to the Seattle area, Portland, all over Southern California a few times, San Diego, San Francisco and all over Napa Valley, all over Southern Utah, Mesa Arizona (mostly Scottsdale to Tempe), Denver area a couple of times, and Canada. Mostly just running all over the place, and visiting friends and family. Oh! And of course New York City! I have been dying to go there for years and I finally went there this year and it was unbelievable.
6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011?
Love ;) and more compassion
7. What dates from 2011 will remain etched in your memory and why?
June 8-13th because I finally went to New York and had an incredible time. May 3rd because one of my best friends, Megan, married her amazing husband and it was the sweetest, most special day for everyone close to them. I could also note April 15-16th, because that was the first Ragnar relay race I did and I loved it bc it was with my best friends and we had the greatest time ever full of super fun memories that I will always cherish. (cheesefest, Meliss!)
8. What was your biggest achievement of this year?
Back to back 180-190 mile relay races. I did them on back to back weekends and survived! It was a little tough, but a BLAST! I actually finished a few quilts and some projects I've had on my list for a while too. Oh, and let's just note that there were 3 Relay races, 2 more Half Marathons, and a couple of 5k's total this year. Not a bad year!
9. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nope. I count my blessings for that too. With all of the running I do, I have been extremely blessed not to have been injured.
10. What was the best thing you bought?
My Garmin watch, or my little nano ipod (part II, since I lost the first one during Ragnar SoCal...single tear. He took his little nap sack and headed out into the great beyond in Carlsbad somewhere) who are my best little buddies. I also loooove my beautiful wool plum peacoat, and my new West Elm bedding. I redecorated my room a bit and I'll post pics as soon as I get new hardware for the dresser I refinished, and make a couple of new throw pillows.
11. Where did most of your money go?
That's an easy one - Running races. Hands down. Holy moly. I don't even dare add up everything I spent on gear, nutrition, travel, and race fees. Totally worth it though, no matter what the cost.
12. What song will always remind you of 2011?
A few actually...if I may. Empire State of Mind because of an amazing performance done in Ellen's Stardust Diner in NYC, I've Got This Friend by the Civil Wars because I'm obsessed with them and finally saw them live (magical)! Plus, I love that song and learned how to play it on the guitar this year. AND...Mumford and Sons, The Cave. Also, because I'm obsessed and I run to them all the time.
Service
14. What do you wish you would have done less of?
Worried about myself
15. What was your favorite TV program?
Oh gosh, you know me and my trashy tv addiction. But, I can't miss an episode of Modern Family or Happy Endings. And I'm currently addicted to PanAm, which is a new series set in the 1960's. So good!
16. What was the best book you read this year?
I read so many! I absolutely loved The Book Thief by Markus Zusak though. I recommend this book to everyone I talk to.
17. What was your favorite film of the year?
Naturally, Harry Potter 7 was hands down the best. Also, I'm a bit of a sinner...but Bridesmaids tops my charts too. I haven't laughed that much in a minute! Looking at the last couple of yearly posts, I guess I don't stray much in my movie favorites from HP and something that makes me laugh.
18. What did you do on your birthday and how old were you?
I turned the big 2-9 in the Big Apple. Best. Birthday. Ever! I don't know how I'm going to top that whole week. My actual birthday included seeing a couple of apostles speak, going to the Alexander McQueen exhibit at the MET, eating ridiculously delicious cookies from Levain bakery, a walk in Central Park, a row on the lake in Central park, eating yummy chinese food, and killing a huge cupcake from Crumbs all by myself. I can't lie...I do my birthdays up right! And don't worry...I have some pretty good plans for 30 this year.
19. What political issue stirred you the most?
I really should just take this question out of the lot because it doesn't pertain to me. At all. I don't pay attention to politics. It's just not my thing.
20. Who was the best new person you met?
August was the best new person I met :) I just love him and my other little nephews so much!
Ok - cheesy sidenote...answering these questions and looking back has been making me more thankful than ever for my amazing friends and family. I have managed to surround myself with the best people, full of love, sincerity, and everything a girl could ask for. I am the luckiest!
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